Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Life was boring as usual ... haish ,. Life in school was like omg . Today , dun wish to talk abt so many things . I am like so fucking tiredd after todays BORING lesson . ]: Life sibei sucks sioh . Hm , always get bullied by a bunch of guys seating around me . WTF manzxc . Zzz . Hmmm , must tell alot people tht I DUN LOVE ANYONE LUHH! STOP SAYING I LOVE SOMEONE LUHH -.- Hm , zzz . How can like tht de lorhhs . So bad sioh . ]: Haish ,.
Sianns . I finished doing my chinese worksheet already , i was like crapping at tht worksheet , just keep on writing crap words inside there . :p Then later still nid to do science and maths , wtf siah , so many homework, sibei jialat siah . Fuck luhh, give so many homework -.- Think we god arhhs ? Hm , siaokinah . CB! :X hmm , then later on i nid to go jurong point with my sister and buy children's day present for her students luhh , sadd luhh, i not children liao, teenager , can't have children's day present liao lorhhs . ]: My birthday too early liao luhh XD! Hahs . Kanglin's birthday is coming , i decided to tell my mum help me buy since i cant even step out of my house only go school then can step out . wtf . Now banned like siao ... -.-
Tomorrow is my grandfather's last radiation , wish it is successful so tht my grandfather can at least live for 2years more ... but if it is not successful, around 1week .... jiu ... Hmm , dun say lerhhs . My mum was like crying like siao everyday ... ]: Hmm, i think i shall end here alright ... hmm , byes .
Today: Tiredd like siao lorhhs . ]:
Tomorrow: Tired and slacking ? ]:
Friday: Finally can wake up later ~
Saturday: Watching Ko.3anguo , sibei exciting .
Sunday: Play computer and watch cds ?
Monday: Back to school -.-
Loves Jingxian Laogong, Casandra Dear, Shijia Baobei, Yulin Sweetheart/Mei, Siewying Hubby, Rennie Aiai, Jialei Friend, Siuyee Nuer, Kanglin Nuer, Lynette Ganlesbo/Mei, Jiaxin Mei, Kenneth Korhh, Junhao Di and lots lots ~ ~ :]
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
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Monday, September 28, 2009
Today i dun bother to put colourings at my blog post kays .. I am feeling very depressed today even though my cousins are all at my house luhhs . Today was boring ... as usual . I wanna jump down off the building luhhs! ]:Haish ,. There's no one in this world tht i can trust , even the closest person to me lied to me .. ]: WHO CAN I TRUST? WHO EXACTLY CAN I TRUST ? THERE'S NO ONE ISN'T ? Now i dun love anyone ... There's no mood to love people ... ]: I hate people who take my things without my permission , and when i take things without permission , dun scold me kays . Fuck off from my live , seriously , fuck off ... I dun nid people like this in my life . Lied to me .... Thinks tht i am a nobody in your life , wtf did i done wrong luhh ?! You're the one who did wrong , so please stop your foolish act. I seriously have nothin to say abt you, how i trust you , in the end there's nothing in return ...
Loves No One .
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Monday, September 28, 2009
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Saturday, September 26, 2009
~Life~
Life sucks ... Hahaas , i am boredd , so i decided to post agn :] . Now having fucking flu, keep on Ahhh chuuuu~ Haish,. Not feeling any better at all lorhhs . Wish can recover soon luhh . Today i slept like siao, 12 o'clock wake up sioh. Hahs . Becos ytd slept late .. ): Watch show dao siao . hahas . Now whole body sibei cold siah .. *COLD!* Anyone mind giving me warmth ? Joking :X Just now played audition lorh, do my story , now like 88%, last time 100% de lorhhs TT EE!]: Then talk to weaven korhh in msn lorhh, he tell me go today lantern festival at my ex pri school, Nhps , lols . But i sick , how i go -.- TT ]: If can go jiu go liao lorhhs! Sorry Yuyang Bestie/Sunshine/Dearie .. I cannot go, you must understand worhh . Then now jiu doing nothing ... Wish have something to do lorhh, but nothing luh .
~End~
Love Jingxian Laogong, Shijia Baobei, Casandra Dear, Yulin Sweetheart/Mei, Siewying Hubby, Rennie Aiai, Kenneth Korhh, Junhao Di, SiuYee Nuer, Jiaxin Meimei, Yuyang Bestie/Dearie/Sunshine, Lynette Ganlesbo/Mei, Adrian Ganlaogong and lots lots~ (: MuchhLurves.
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Saturday, September 26, 2009
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Friday, September 25, 2009
~School Life~
Life was boring , as usual at school . Hm , today was like fucking tired , keep on yawning in class , hope to sleep but can't ]: . I suddenly feels tht life is meaningless to me now, wishes to stop everything .. Today first lesson was D&T, did tht keychain thingy, quite fun luhh, but yulin sweetheart/mei and jingxian laogong nid to go for Chinese Orchesta so left me and shijia baobei . Me and shijia baobei chat chat from tht period to school ends , had a great time with her . Then jiu P.E, i changed to P.E clothes but i didn't even did anything, maybe should not even change at all luhh -.- , just waiting my bloody hell time changing . Then jiu recess, me and shijia baobei stay at classroom with jiaxin meimei, we chat, then i comb-ing my hair luhh, then let down my hair, then suddenly i dunno why my hair come infront my face, then the boys over there like say Kan Dao Gui, so funny sioh. Maybe hair too long, should get a hair cut soon :] . Then we chatted chatted for the whole recess period , then shijia baobei and sicheng change place then we talk again lorhh. :] Then for the prefect normination, me and shijia baobei votedd for Rennie and Tian Na, They 2 are good role models . :D Then went for assembly , celebrated the deeparaya thingy, sibei boredd, seat beside natalie and chatted with her happily deerhh . Hahas! Then after tht, home sweet home~
~Home~
At home, ate the new kfc offer, The HOTBOX thingy, really veryy spicy, i drank like 3 packets of green tea . Then after eating, i started to learn for the coming monday chinese oral, sibei idiot -.- i practise until i having sorethroat . Dunno will recover mahhs . =p Hehs , wish will lorhhs .Then i keep practising until 6.00++ then played computer, played audition. When i back, Lols manzxc, Everyone ask me whether i still got skill or not -.- ): wtf manzxc, last time my 188bpm lovely song can get 1.9mil, now 1.2mil nia . Then they jiu feels sad for me , i 5 months bo play siah... Haish,. Now must jiayoous and try to get back my skills lorhh . Then My mummy jiu come back -.-, come back le jiu nagg nagg nagg~~~ Nagg until my ear sibei pain . =p But all the words she say go in from 1 ear come out from another ear liao lorh, forgotten wadd she say XD! hehs . ^^ hmm, then i talking to junhao di lorhhs, long time bo talk to him lehh, Miss the days when we can talk on phone till 4.00++ . hahas! :D
~Schedule~
Today: Now got ko.3anguo, going watch while talking to junhao di! :]
Tomorrow: Sleep and slack! :D
Monday: Go back school lorhhs, D:
Tuesday: OMG! Music Test @@!
Wednesday: From Monday - Wednesday chinese oral, i'm in dead shit le luhh.
~End~
Love Jingxian Laogong, Casandra Dear, ShiJia Baobei, Yulin Sweetheart/Mei, SiuYee Nuer, Jiaxin Meimei, Rennie Aiai, Siewying Hubby, Lynette GanLesbo/Mei, Kenneth Korhh, Junhao Di, Yuyang Bestie/Sunshine/Dearie, Natalie Friend, Adrian Ganlaogong and alot~! Love you all lots! Muackks! (The muacks for girls only)
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Friday, September 25, 2009
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009
~School~
Ermm , Here to updatee lerhhs . Haishh ,. Seriously there's nothing to update -.- . I am just so boredd tht i just update for fun luhh . I know i am lame alrights -.- . School life is boring as usual . Today was like nothinqq muchh . I dunno why i bother to do my work . But at least wun qet scold by teacher luhh . Hahaas . Errmm , today first lesson is Readinq , read the deepavali thinqy , borinq . Then after tht omq , my chinese test was screwed up luhh . OMG! I anyhow write and it is like done in 15 min . Then slacked . Hahaas . Then is English , done file-ing , sibei sianns . Hahas . :X !
I am damn boredd . ):
~Home~
At home was like fucking boredd . Haish . D: After went back home , i online awhile , taqqedd people in their blogs , then i was like sleeping liao . Omg , i am like a pig , lols not like , is i am a pig . Lols . :X Hehs . Then online , chat with people in msn . Then now i was like nothing to do , doing nothing . dreaming ? lols . perhaps it is .
~Schedule~
Today: Chinese Test, screwed up . Anyhow write .
Tomorrow: Got PE , sianns . D:
Thursday: Omg , maybe its my turn to have music test . D: Dun wanna sing at all . ]:
Friday: Its the last day of this week, can watch my show le . hahaas . :]
Saturday: OMG! New episode of Ko.3anguo! Excitedd . :]
Sunday: Stay at home , slackkedd .
Monday: Back to school, boring . ]:
~Ending~
Love Jingxian Laogong, Casandra Dear, Yulin Sweetheart/Mei, Shijia Baobei, Lynette Mei/Gan Lesbo, Siewying hubby, Jiaxin Mei, Rennie Aiai, Kenneth Korhh, Adrian Gan Laogong, Junhao Di, Yiyan Jiehh, Junquan Korhh and my qans and friends . :]
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009
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Friday, September 18, 2009
~School Life~
Hmm , today was like damn fucking irritated by those stupidd boiis . Keep on bullying me . Bully until like very shuang lorhhs . Zzz . Korr , dun blame yourself for bullying me agn le , its ohkays , its not the first time you're bullying me . :] Hehs . Lifee was happy for me . hahas . (: Today was , erm , nothing to do like tht lorhhs, boring , all lessons like damn fucking 
boring . :X hehs , got kenneth korhh, yiyang korhh, jeremy erzi and shiwei di keep on bullying me until very pissed off luh . Hmm , hahaas , but was quite fun , we were playing with each other during maths lessons , i think tht girl teacher was like siao to see us like tht le luh . hahas . =p Hm , today learn the topic 15 , was just a piece of cake , i understands luh , but cannot say i mastered it le lorh , becos i also not the best in class . hahaas . I always dun pay attention during maths period mah . :X Should'nt have say tht luh . =p I am a guai kia :X Hehs . Then recess time talk to jeremy erzi for quite a long time , was saying alot things , then he say wanna hear my voice on the phone luh , so i just called him and talk , very lame luhh . Then he was like , laughing like siao -.- keep saying my voice like barbie doll . Idiot . But heng thts not my real life voice , or esle i will fucking cry like siao . hmm , then after tht was literature , ms ng wan us to form into groups , at first was joining kenneth's group but end up with jiaxin mei, humairah and jingxian laogong . We was like doing funny things . (: Then i slapped Kenneth Korhh , sorry! :X Didn't mean to do tht , but i guess is not tht pain right ? (: Hmm , after tht omg! It's the subject i hated most , ENGLISH ., and is show and tell luhh . I was fucking scared , and i dunno wad to present lorh , then i keep asking korhh wadd i should present , he say just present my bag , hahas . But i didn't , i presented the keychain tht i bought with shijia during the past 7 months , we were very close at tht time , she always comes my house and we go jurong point tgt , and bought alot keychains and ate KFC . Hm , i miss those days eh , maybe next time should gather more people to go and play ! (: But most possibility is family outing , but i guess no one would want to organise -.- . Hm . Boredd .
~Home~
Hahaas . When i went out of school , the taxi driver bring me go fetch my maid and 2nd aunt and ahgong go hospital , becos my ahgong nids to have daily check up . Hm . Then went there , they dropped off and he drove me to my mum's place , my mum is celebrating for the last day of ghost festival , becos she always won lottery during ghost festival , so she bought lots of things to pray , then we ate like fuck . Hm , i was the first one to eat luh . Too hungry =p I ate the curry like 4 bowls , then i still ate the pig tht my mum ordered , damn fucking big , looks exactly same as my big brother , not as fat as him , but the face totally same . Wakaka xD . Then i full liao , Then i still ate tibits and chicken wings , hahas . Hmm , i grow lots lots of fats liao , must start dieting . Or else no one wans me ): . Aiya even if i diet until very successful , i think also no one will wan me lorh ): . Hmm , suan le TT . Then awhile more , i drank beer , was quite nice , heng i didn't get drunken . hehs , the beer very nice , but drink without my mum's permission . Maybe should not drink agn . Then my father fetched me home , i was sleeping during the long car ride . Damn tiredd , then reach home , first time , chiong inside the room and use lappy , hahas , Then talked to kenneth korhh , then he jiu offline le , becos he can't use long . Then jingxian laogong jiu online le , then we chatted , but our conversation is always Bored bored bored , hahas . Like nothing to say like tht , then she went offline not long ago . hmm . ): i am alone now . saddedd uhh . Then i jiu facebook-ing awhile awhile , check my horoscope and played my games . Hahas . Then plurkedd , but my plurk like 5 hrs only gain 0.02 karma , sibei slow sioh . ):ahh .
~Schedule~
Today: Show and tell , screwed up . ):
Tomorrow: Wake up early and watch my ko.3anguo . hehs . waited for 1 week . (:
Sunday: Stay at home chat with qans and talk on phone with friends . :]
Monday: Yays , dun nid go school , then 8.00 watch bai wan da ge xing . (:
Tuesday: Going back to school , siannszxc .
~Ending~
Love Jingxian Laogong, Casandra Dear, Yulin Sweetheart/Mei, Shijia Baobei, Rennie Aiai, KENNETH KORHH, JunHao di, Jiaxin Mei. Loves them lots . Muchlurvess. (:
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Friday, September 18, 2009
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Thursday, September 17, 2009
~MY SCHOOL LIFE~
Hahaas . Back here to posting . :] Hm , its a long time since i last postedd arhhs , hahaas , becos too lazy lerhh ^^ . Now was like very tiredd but can't sleep . Sibei idiot sioh . :X Hmms , Such a nice and wonderful day today isn't it ? :] hahas . I love today manzxc . Talked with My les partners , love them lots lots x3 ! hahaas . Then today stupidd shiwei , keep calling me laozhabor , you this lao ta bor , dun always keep play luh , later your bone crack i laugh like siao hor! :X Hm , better dun let him see this =p hehs . Hm , then si Kenneth korhh , bully me until sibei shiok, hide my back at the back door , heng i saw it , or esle they dun give me back jiu hosei liao lorh . But sorry too , i hit him and pushed him =p wakaka xD Then in ccm , kanna scolded by stupidd cikgu , fuck him luh :X idiot sioh . Wuji just chase me go out luh , fuckkedd . :X hahas . Then lit like doing tht happy prince agn ? hahas . Then jiu byebye to my friends le lorhh , and shijia baobei's bag went missing luh , i tot they put it inside the boys toilet , so i went inside , see whether got or not , but dun have . So keep on searching , so at least shiwei got say where is it . hehs . Then waited for uncle to fetch me , jiu go le lorh ^^ .
~HOME~
Hmm , at home sibei sibei sianns . Like nothing to do lorhh , so i just played awhile of my computer , check my horoscope thingy ++ lorhhs . (I am always repeating this things when i use the com) . Then after tht , my da korhh korhh bring his friend come our house , his friend sec 1 , same as me , he keep saying tht he got girl friend , like very proud , siao one . hahas . Then they played dota , was fucking damn siannzxc , they lose liao still wanna play , lame shitzxc . :X hahas . Then kor jiu let me play com , online and saw jingxian laogong , shijia baobei and sy hubby online . Then jiu invite them inside a conversation and talk talk . :] We talked abt lots lots things . Private so cannot say out :X ! Hm , then Kenneth Korhh online , then chatted with him , blah blah blah~ :] Thanks Korhh , for always peii-ing me when i am boredd . :] But ,,,,, DUN BULLY ME LE HOR! :X hahas . Then kor cannot use liao , so i continue chatting with my les partners , then awhile more they all gtg left me and sy hubby . hahas . Then not talking le lorh . So sianns . Yawnns XD Hmm, chionging my plurk like siao , the karma keep on dun increase TT , very idiotic siah . ): Karma Risee Risee Please . :] hehs .
~WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?~
Today: At class , finished all the work , i guai kia . XD
Tomorrow: Needa Wake up at same time , becos school starts at 7.20 agn . ):
Saturday: Myyyyyyy Ko.3anguo ! Omg ! More and more exciting le! :]
Sunday: Stay at home and play computer like siao . :]
Monday: Back to school = sianns! =p
~ENDING~
Loveee Jingxian Laogong, Casandra Dear, Yulin Sweetheart/Mei, Shijia Baobei, Sy Hubby, Rennie Aiai , Kenneth Korhh, Siu Yee Nuer, Jiaxin Mei, Junhao Di and lots ! :]
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Thursday, September 17, 2009
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Saturday, September 12, 2009
Hereee to post agn! erm, jus now saw some of my baby pics , sooo memorable! (: Last time so cute , now like shit manzxc. ): My kor very shuaii last time, but now fat lorh . sadd for him uh . ! ): But loveeeee my baby photo uh . wakaka xD MY kor damnn shuaii ! XD HMM, OHkays , shall end here alright? hahaas! Wakakakaaaa xD
Loveee Everyone especially HIM, my les partners , qans, friends and family ! (:
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Saturday, September 12, 2009
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Class outing was fun alright . Anyway sorry for the very late post ar . (: Hmmmm. I didn't sleep abt 1 day plus ? hahaas . Then mum scold me like WTF manzxc. Then almost keep crying luh , i cried at home, cried at mrt train . -.- My mum keep scolding me , fuckkedd up manzxc. ):
Hmmm. Then It was quite fun luh . (: I didn't play the cup thingy, but lots of people play, me and damien stay down there seating and talking and watching them playing . Jian Hua also cannot play luh , haha! Becos he too short too play liao . (: Hmmm . Grow taller next time so tht you can play (: !
Hmm, next is haunted house luh , erm, played with shijia, jingxian, haziq and jianhua. hahaas! I was standing infront . I leaded them like siaoo . Sorry to jingxian, hold her hand too tightly becos i wan them to follow . Hmm, but not scary at all luh . Very fun (:
Erm, after tht we go play go-cart , mus at least 147 cm then can play, so jianhua can't play agn lorh . Me and casandra watched them playing (: Dun decide to play, later bang till the wall, then i would be in hell luh . ): haha!
Then it was like raining lorh, so we decided to go downtown east tht mall there, eat eat. From 1 to 2 . Everyone was like go their own place . Me , casandra , kanglin and madam he went to a store, they ate but not me as i was going on diet . (: They ate luh , then the store owner asked if i wan to eat or not, he wanna treat me eat. (: Then i say dun nid =p haha!
Then 2 liao, everyone gathered outside NewYorkNewYork , Then off to go back to escape , me and casandra's leg is pained dao bu neng zai pain le lorh . Walk Walk, after tht we reach escape le, then suddenly no rain liao, continued playing , they all play viking ship, i did not luh, becos i didn't eat then i will vomit out . ): But they all got play luh . (: i help them take picture (: !
Then after tht wet and wild can play liao! (: Yayss . I love tht one most luh . Me and damien go play , i seat infront damien seat behind, got alittle bit wet , then after tht , damien say next round he seat infront,, so i seat behind, and i was all wet luhh. ): I am having cold now, shivering manzxc. Putting on my blanket .
Then if i not wrong me and rennie played the yakult, make my t-shirt dry luh (: hahaas . Then me and rennie keep on shouting -.- we are mad liao ! hahaas . Nothing also shout ! (:
Yesturday: Went for class outing , 1 word to describe : FUN! (:
Today: Watched Ko.3anguo, damn NICE! (:
Tomorrow: Eat with family lorh ! (:
Monday: Going back to school ! (:
Hmmm . Ohkays , damn cold , going offf le luh . (: Byes all!
Loveee Everyone ! (:
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Saturday, September 12, 2009
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Thursday, September 10, 2009
Hmmm , here to post an early post arhh (: If got anything tht pops out later then i post agn (: wakaka xD! Surprisingly , my mum allowed me to go for class outing , Now was damn happy luh . Hahaas . Maybe should just prepare whadd should i wear , and still dunno wad to bring .
I will be bringing bagg (: So i can let wangzi put things inside my bag (: Wakakas XD I scared my mum bo give me money lorh, then shiok liao luh , dun nid go XD But will take from my dad if my mum will not be giving any luh . I very bad sioh . Hahas . (: Happy overshot luh!
Hehs , Mus tell my les this good goood goooood news (: My les they all wear till damn chio de , tht one i cn confirm , aiya , but i wear chio de clothes still doesn't look chio, so rather dun wear nice clothes right ? :]
My mum say must every 30 mins call her when i reach , siao ! Omg , then i must call her more than 2o times luh . Confirm waste my money de lorh , idiot sia :X But was quite happy indeed! :] At last man , she can let me go . -.- Wearing white black bah =p
Today: Mum agreed to let me go class outing, slacking at home (:
Tomorrow(Friday): CLASS OUTING ! (:
Saturday: Ko.3anguo waiting for me at youtube (:
Sunday: Makan wif family (:
hahas. Excitedd! I wish it was the happiest moment okays ? :] Dun have any injuries and can stick wif my friends! (: Omg , better get prepare for the things liao . Hm, shall go now kays ? Hahas .
Lovee Him, Jingxian Laogong, Casandra Dear, Yulin Sweetheart/Mei, Rennie Nuer, Kenneth Korhh, Junhao Di, Siewying Hubby, Siu Yee Xiao Mei Mei, Jiaxin Mei, Humairah Friend and lots lots! (: x3
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Thursday, September 10, 2009
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Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Hmmm . When swimming with my chio jieh . Ermmm , dun give comments on whadd i wearing , thanks! Is jieh tell me wear one , not me wan de ! (: Anyway i covered it up , but i think its obvious tht whad am i wearing , right ? :X hahas . I am so ugly luh. And jieh, promise dun post on your blog , you still post . ): You very bad , now gonna take my revenge luh! EEE!!!! But i see until i veryy erxin sioh . I am luh . ):
Hmmmm. Today was quite a fun day, but was forced to wear something tht i think is too over . But over all still have fun being with jieh (: Love ya lots . But promise me next time dun tell me wear jiu ohkays le . hahaas .
Today chatted with sy on msn, we called everyone to confirm tht whether they can come to class outing lorh . Then after tht , sy going imm. So chatted with her on phone . Then awhile more, off i go for swimming and sun tan-ing, but i didn't turn black -.- . ): wasted alot of time but worthing .
Now waiting for my mum to confirm wif me whether i can go for class outing or not . I think most probably yes (: But i scared my mum dun let , then cannot play with friends le . ): I wan go for class outing luh! ): Stupidd mum, better let me go hor ! :X Hahas XD
Now was like so damn bored . ): Today , attitude change alot , i even sang alot songs for kenneth kor to listen, maybe to cheer him up (: Wish he did , becos i chatted with him abt 1hr luh . Hmm, wish tht sy and kenneth kor can cheer up , kays ? (: Dun be sad le uh , you 2 . (: Mus always be happy ! (:
Today: Went swimming, screwed up (:
Tomorrow: Slack at home (:
Friday: Going to class outing but haven't confirm yet (:
Saturday: My Ko.3anguo waiting for me to watch (:
Sunday: Family eating day, if i am not wrong, should be rice agn (:
Haish,. Just now receive a bad news from yulin sweetheart/mei, she says tht she is not going to go for class outing uh . Was quite depresssed, as i expect all my les partners to be going too . Wish my other les-ses will be going uh (: Wish to see them (: Their pretty and cute faces (: Hahas . Shall end here alrights ? I wanna rest alittle bit uh . (:
Loves everybody today ! Everyone is able to receive my love and care (: Love all of ya lots and have a nice day! (:
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Wednesday, September 09, 2009
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Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Erm , here to post , i know its quite a late post , but becos nids to take picture of my new pink zinc bag (: . I love it lots man . Thanks mum for buying it for me (: . Will treasure it well !
Anyway i am still not sure if i can go to class outing , my mum still deciding , most probably is able to go (:
Hmm, i am still feeling depressed , but this time round , i dunno wads the reason . I can only say to myself to always put a smile on my face and act strong , but last , i did not able to fulfill it . I today cried at home, dunno wad happen to me. I am really starting to hate life agn, after buying tht bag . At least i still knows tht my mum still cares abt me . I really dun know wad to do . Just starting to hate myself , and think lots of nonsensical things .
Ohkays , back to the day , today maths lesson was totally screwed up, i was down there msging my ex stead , he is so funny, same as the day we knew each other (: Erm , but no more feelings for him, alright? , I am wondering why i am like so flirt , when a person breaks up with me, i didn't feel anything at all, maybe was just playing and flirting around . ahhh! But now must concentrate on my studies luh, cannot be so playful , later canot go class outing jiu hosei liao. (:
Today: Maths lesson , slacked ?
Tomorrow & Thursday: Decided to slack at home and do nothing (:
Friday: Still not so sure if i can go class outing or not ):
Saturday: Watch Ko.3anguo (: !
Sunday: Family eating day (: .
Yawn . Was tiring . Didn't cared much at all . hahaas (: Maybe just go facebook awhile and play games , then off to watch my dvds . My life like only got television and computer ! :P Yeah , its true . Thats the only 2 things tht can always keep me accompany (:
Decided not to scold any more vulgarities lerh (: Must try my best luh, today didn't scold any vulgarities , and my mum say must be more lady-like , which i dun think tht it will suits me well . Hahas . Hmm. Ohkays . I think thts all . (: Shall end here , alright? hahas .
Love everyone in this world today ! (: (As a Friend, Stranger, Les, Gans, Boyfriend, Girlfriend, Family) . I loveee all of you lots, make this world full of happiness and of cos sadness too (: !
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Tuesday, September 08, 2009
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Monday, September 7, 2009
Hahas , done alittle thing to my blog luh . Change the colour of the links . :D Change my introduction . Got alittle bit weird weird de, but dun bother to change anymore . Haish,.
AHH! I dunno my mum let me go class outing or not . She keep saying like i kanna rape liddat -.- , pls luh . I this type of looks no one will rape or kidnapped de lorhh . Told her got teacher liao lorh, idiot . -.-
Now nothing to do leiis . Yawnns . Not even msging to people luh. See i go guai ! :X joking niah . If i guai, means tht pigs will fly lorh! wakaka XD This few days my horoscope quite good siah . hehs . Wish it is true luh . If is not true i will sianns one luhh .
Today: Woke up late and didn't go for science remedial. hehs.♥
Tuesday: Err, confirm must go for maths remedial.♥
Wednesday and Thursday: Work for mum and earn money.♥
Friday: Not sure if i can go to class outing or not .♥
Saturday: Wanna buy things luh.♥
Sunday: Most boring, Eat with my family. Idiot!♥
I am wondering why am i in this world, isit really meant for me ? or is it a punishment ? i just can't figure it out . Maybe its for those people tht is pretty and smart . Ytd , my mum pushed me away , scolded me . Wtf did i done ? Have i slap or fuck you ? It's the keychain you gave me tht woke up ahgong, not my fault luh, who tell you wan to buy this stupid idiot keychain . And please luh, go for dieting, you are growing fatter and fatter luh . Hahaas . Better not say anymore , like tht very bad . I am very guai de . :X hahas! Ohkays . shall end here!
Loves Him♥, Jingxian Laogong♥, Casandra Dear♥, Yulin Sweetheart/Mei♥, Yuyang Sunshine/Dardar/Bestie♥, Kenneth Kor♥, Junhao Di♥, Siu Yee Xiao meimei♥, Jiaxin Mei♥, Humairah friend♥, and lots lots ♥ ! :]
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Monday, September 07, 2009
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Sunday, September 6, 2009
Wadd a stupidd day it is . I am sad .. I dun even know why i am sad.. wat the heck man . Now , i dun even know wad i am doing , then my mum do stun agn . -.- idiot . She say mus see my behaviour whether if i can go class outing . CB luh . First time see such a fucking mum . Anyway , at first also dun feel like going , but i think my les partners are going . Maybe i should beg my mum, wtf i dun wanna be like a begger manzxc. Now i dun know wads the meaning of being a begger , so idiotic . I really feel like dying now . I have lost all my energy . Now i am just like a broken robot, tht has no more battery supplies . Wonder who will be the one putting in the battery for me . Now was seriously damn sad. Wish i could just jump down the building luh . I dun think my friends and my family will give a damn abt it if i die . I dun think they will even hold up a funeral for me, jus let me vanish . Now i feel like as if i am invisible , no one can even see me . I wonder i am still impt anymore to my family or not . Aiya , from their faces can see tht they dun give a damn le luh .
Idiotic .. Sometimes i wonder why do i have such a sucky life . I dun have looks and dun have the brain to think . I am just stupidd and useless . I can't even do anything to help . I am such a useless freeak . Now i even scolded him and call him my son . Without calling him wangzi is much better to him bahh . -.- I dun think he wish i call him wangzi lorh . So should jus try stopping calling him tht . I am really angry and jealous of my grandfather, he can always throw tantrum whenever no one cares abt him, wtf , and my mum still down there making him happy and begging him to be happy . Fuck . Wat abt me ? And the most impt is tht i dun even throw tantrum to them luhh . And all they care is him .. They dun even care abt me . Fuckkk . I am jus veryy tired of having this life . Feel like dying .
Ohkays . .. Should not be so sad anymore, shall go and beg my mum for class outing agn -.- If she doesn't believe my words , so be it . I think i will run away from home manzzxc, i dun care , even if i dun have anything i jus dun wan to have this life anymore . D:
zzz. Today , there's no mood of loving person. Wad a stupidd and idiotic day . And i am crying -.- wtf .
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Sunday, September 06, 2009
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Saturday, September 5, 2009
Zz. Here to post agn . Today seriously damn tiring luh . Yawnnn. XD Today , went to flag day -.-, sibei siann. Fuckkedd up siah, got reject TT. KNN! Really wanna try and scold those dun wanna donate de ppl . They try stand there few hours and tell ppl donate , when keep on tio reject , see they wann anot lorh . cb luhh . zzzz. Lalala~ When back to school , i dun even have the mood to talk to other people , thts why i ignore everyone . especially him , sorry uh. Promise not to do tht agn liao . :X Love you kays ? :X lols . lame luh . Then we do corrections for the common test 2 paper . zzz-.- . Lalalaaassss! XD
Sunday: Stay at home do nothing lorh . :D♥!
Monday: Going to science remedial . :]♥!
Tuesday: Going to maths remedial lorh. :]♥!
Wednesday~Thursday: I think go work and earn $$~!♥
Friday: Going to escape theme park, class outing!♥:]
So funny sioh. hehs . wakakakaaa xD! :] Now feeling soooo happy ~ Kenneth korhh say tht he later will call me , will meh ? o.o hahas . Nvm if he dun call lorh . :] Jus wait and see jiu hao lerh bah. ohkays . dun wanna say anymore leh . Byeeees :]
Love Belovedd Wangzi♥, Jingxian Laogong♥, Yulin Sweetheart/Mei♥, Casandra Dear♥, Rennie Nuer♥, Yuyang Sunshine/DarDar/Bestie♥, Kenneth Korh♥, Junhao Di♥ and lotslots♥!~ :]
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Saturday, September 05, 2009
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Friday, September 4, 2009
Hahaas . Back to posting o.o ~ Today ishh the last day of term 3 luh , i am very happy but quite sad too , becos like can't see my friends and my beloved . D: But tmr maybe can still see , then i wan class outing luhh!! But no one wans to organise ]: . Wish people will organise! :] AHH~ XD
Tomorrow: 7.15 meet family at macdonald, eat eat, and 7.50 go school . :]♥
Monday: Maybe going to science if not i go work and earn $$ . :D♥
Tuesday: 8.00 ~ 10.00 Maths remedial , mus go, can see my qans and beloved!♥
Wednesday to Friday: If nothing pops out, go work and earn $$! XD♥
Saturday: Shop for clothes and accessories!♥
Sunday: Family outing day, me and my family eat ! ♥
Next week: School reopen, nid check grooming! x.x♥
Too many things to do luhh ~! hahas! Then like around 11.30 go hall , see ppl take prize lorh . Then chatting with Yulin Sweetheart/Mei . :] Have fun chatting with her , then later going end liao , principal talkk lots crap! Hate it man , didn't even wanna listen . So continue talking . After tht , nidda go back to class to know i am with who during the flag day tmr de , lols i got Haikel , Jianhua, Darryl, Shijia, Kenneth lorh. :] Me and haikel ldr -.- zzz. Then still nid do file-ing lorh , sibei sian, den finish le , stay at class chatchat with my friends and my beloved , beloved hair damn niceeee to play with , wakaka xD! Then bullied lionel di, he too nice to bully liao . wakaka xD! Then after tht i going back , ermmmm , dun wanna say, wangzi , give you back a kiss ! Muackks :] hahaas~! XD ♥♥
Then next , uncle yap fetched me, me and my mum and jie go jurong point , hahaas~ Bought lots of sushi to eat , damn fullzxcz.! x.x Then still bought lots of things lorh , my mum bought for me a handphone keychain , quite nice . Then my mum take me walkwalkwalk . Walk until my leg damn pain manzxz~ X.X Then walk home lorh , now mum is looking after my ahgong , then i jiu down here post post lorh! :] Wishh Tmr will be a great day eh . :D
Love Beloved Wangzi♥, Jingxian Laogong♥, Casandra dear♥, Yulin Sweetheart/Mei♥, Siu Yee Nuer/XiaoMeiMei♥, Rennie Nuer♥, Jiaxin Mei♥, and lots lots!♥
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Friday, September 04, 2009
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Thursday, September 3, 2009
Ohkays , jus here to post but no pics :( . Today at school , kenneth kor , yiyang kor, jeremy erzi they all make fun of me luhh ]: eeyeer, they so bad , take my handphone luhh , and still msg ppl say fuck me -.- wadd the heck manzxz. They mad le luh . -.- But heng tht guy know my handphone missing , always really later tio i die liao . Then music lessons , was abit boring, act as if i am really angry haha.
Thanks to wangzi , comfort me! :] hahaas . XD
Then the song i am singing , i mean the lyrics i left it in class , my group members wanna kill me haha! They joking one luh. hehs . Then we didn't even practice the song , later we dunno how to sing jiu die liao. TT Anyway we finally decided to sing the Ku Cha by bang bang tang & Hei girls lorh. :] Mus find time to practice with them lorh . XD Omg ! Got lots of things to do man!
Saturday Going To Flag Day (sianns) XD!
Monday going to Science Remedial(maybe) XD!
Tuesday going to Maths Remedial(Confirm):[!
Rest of the day, going work for my mum(got pay$$!)!
Sianns lorhh! Lots things to do . Now got time nid to work D:! Anyway when i reach home after school, me and my kor went to jurong point, we tgt eat ichiban sushi, YUMMY! Love it lots :] But eat till too siann liao lurhh. Becos keep eating the same thing :p. Then walk back home, Kor wanna play basketball, so i watch him play lorh, saw my K1 Friend, Mevin! hahaas! Yawnn XD!
I think i go liao luh, i wanna go rest . Not sleep but rest, wanna watch dvd! :]
Loves Him♥, Jingxian laogong♥, Casandra Dear♥, Yulin Mei/Sweetheart♥, Siu Yee Nuer♥, Humairah Friend♥, Rennie Nuer♥, Jiaxin Mei♥, Kenneth Kor♥, Junhao Di♥, Lynnette Mei♥, my qans and lots ! ♥♥
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Thursday, September 03, 2009
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Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Gah Gah Gah~ Here to postt lorh! Too sians at home le , so decided to post luhh . :D hehs ! XD This ishh my bedd . Very childish lorh! XD Beside ishh my mum's and dad's bed , i sleep with my parents lorh , becos my ahgong come my house stay , then i lend him my whole room . So in the end , sleep here . My house too small liao D:! I wish it could be Bigger bigger! :] Like tht got more space le lorh , but its impossible , my family too poor to buy liao luhh . D:! Sadded Sadded ~ XD
Haish ,. I dunno why i also not tht happy this few days luhh , although i keep on smiling . Sianns luhh . Jus now actually wanna go buy graph paper de , but shop nvr sell , so take from humairah , i meet her at her house downstairs lorh . :] Now , is i lazy do liao XD!
Today veryy boring , ehh , no , is everyday also boring! TT arghh. I miss my friends so much ! Tmr jiu can go school lerhh , then can talk to my friends . Ohkays Shall end here~ Nothing to say le , sobsobs.!
Love Him♥, Jingxian Laogong♥, Casandra Dear♥, Yulin Mei♥, Kenneth Kor♥, Junhao Di♥, Yuyang Les SunShine♥, Gan Laogong♥, and lots lots ♥!
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Tuesday, September 01, 2009
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Class outing was fun alright . Anyway sorry for the very late post ar . (: Hmmmm. I didn't sleep abt 1 day plus ? hahaas . Then mum scold me like WTF manzxc. Then almost keep crying luh , i cried at home, cried at mrt train . -.- My mum keep scolding me , fuckkedd up manzxc. ):
Hmmm . When swimming with my chio jieh . Ermmm , dun give comments on whadd i wearing , thanks! Is jieh tell me wear one , not me wan de ! (: Anyway i covered it up , but i think its obvious tht whad am i wearing , right ? :X hahas . I am so ugly luh. And jieh, promise dun post on your blog , you still post . ): You very bad , now gonna take my revenge luh! EEE!!!! But i see until i veryy erxin sioh . I am luh . ):